Today (23 march 2011) just a simple day for me.. Nothing special... But feel something is different and change in my mind!
FEELING?! I think so.. The feeling what I have been knowing feels like gone!
What is the feeling I feel change?! Honestly, I don't know... Feel so down and.... you know, so sad.. =(
Besides, I think that is the pressure what I have now! so making that so difference!!
Pressure, Stress.... errrrrr... gosh!! i hate this kind of things!!! That's not suit for me! cause of this I can't optimistic! I don't like feeling like this!! I need be a person who more Optimistic!!! That's my vision and mission too!! but how?! Always feel so bad and thinking so much in my mind!!! Finally what happen with me!?
The answer is: I scared to facing the TRUTH!!! (sincerely) The truth was cruel... I hate that! but no choice, I can't escaped that! also not successfully to escape too! I need become more mature! whatever that's so hard for me! But!! can somebody telling me the methods what I can become more mature thinking like another people!?
I need a method! But... It just can only find for myself! feel sad! =(
Just can only pray to The LORD now.. Only Him just can understanding my feeling right now!
GOD: I need breathe! Whatever the pressure or something what I was need to facing now it just a small thing in my life, but please give me a COURAGE!!!
I hope that I will not lose by FEAR!! no matter what happen!! I need to become more stronger than now!
I need to change! HONESTLY!! =)
Hope I can success it! But Please, I don't want have any bad thinking come out in my mind!
I don't want to lose it!!
I will Feel relax when I was look at this Picture =)
I love the power of NATURE!
PS: this picture was by HANRY=ME ^^
