2011年7月8日 星期五

Anna Birthday Gathering+BBQ ❤

2011 July 7.. It was a special day for Anna.. It was her BIRTHDAY! =)
Honestly I'm poor using English to write my blog.. If have some wrong or noob thing around my words. please Don't mind..

Said it again: Happy Birthday to Anna! =D


By the way, On that day, we also have a BBQ for the Anna's Birthday Gathering.. However, It was feel so fun and Interesting!! That's A feeling which I most like..and also Feel so worm and Families at all!! ❤ ❤
Then, my family and I almost 6.00++ p.m just reached at my gramma home.. However, when our reached there, my cousin which is DA GE and ER GE were already started the BBQ work.. hehe... Honestly, Until now.. I don't know how to BBQ.. So hard for me.. (Disappointed..) I must learn about the skill for BBQ on someday soon!! haha!! Think that will feel so fun and Interest! =)



For the Pic at here, there were all I take it before going to my Gramma home..
Sorry for that cause I'm so 自戀 wahahahaha!! Please DON'T CARE about this.. =D





Therefore, hohoho.. It is Villea time!! At that day I din have take photo with Villea together.. haiz... so that now I just have a picture which is it just Villea alone.. But that also so damn cutie face!! I like it so much!!
Villea was my niece.. She was born on 2007 August 7.. About her characteristic.. It's so many!! For example;  Funny, Cutie, Pretty, Warming, and CLEVER girl!! =) LOL.. I like her style when she was talking with our this Orang Dewasa! haha.. feel so MATURE and.. you know~! M.A.T.U.R.E. haha!! =D

PS: when I take her photo she Never Look my camera at all... ><
but never mind.. She was cute and feel nature also!! hohoho XD







For this picture, it was Villea BBQ (actually were Disturbing!! haha) with her Gramma...
Did you feel so Happiness when you're looking at this picture? I think so!! =)
Love it quite much!!! =D 
by the way she's cute right?! hehe



This was My Aunty (姨姨) when she Bengkang!! hehe
Nice Smile YiYi!! =D
I think she will shock when she see this picture.. Just THINK! =P


The Birthday Gathering were started on time 8:00++ p.m.
Let's we click down and see the wonderful pict! =D
PS: I'm so sorry about the picture which at down here have a bit BLUR in their face size..
Please don't mind.. It's my fault.. >''< so sorry~!



the cake for Anna~! =)




Singing the Birthday song to Anna =D




So sweet~! ❤



The Picture start from here.. It just a random Picture!! hehe.. For memorize the happy moment what I have in my life! =) ❤







My grand grand!~! ❤ ❤



the protagonist!! hehehe XD



Yummy yummy!! ❤



I think I need to explain about this Picture.. Geh Po a while.. hehe
saw the spectacles?! Actually It was a toy which Villea have.. wahahahaha..
I saw this was cute then.... da da~~ take 1 pic for commemorate! hehe..


At that day really so fun!!! Is a long time didn't have a dinner and gathering someone like this!!
Feel so well!! I think That can be a nice memory to everyone.. For me it was a damn nice memory!!
Anyway.. I love this kind of feeling and activity like THIS!! ❤

2011年7月4日 星期一

Random.... ❤

好久好久沒更新自己的博客了 心想說這裡怎麼那麼多蜘蛛網 (我也看不到 這是描述!! XD
那我就寫寫這幾天發生的一點一滴吧! =)
其實真的也沒發生什麽特別的事 嗯……比如說我即將要面對統考啦 心情很不是滋味
因為到現在有好多科目都摸不著頭緒 心情就有點悶悶的

然後最近感覺我和一個人距離變遠了 我不知道他有沒有發現到 不過我很不敢面對他 畢竟做了那過分的事情 到現在也沒正式的跟他說聲抱歉 總覺得很慚愧……
雖然他說已經沒事了 不過……我的心裡有事 真的對他非常抱歉
不過我卻很孬種 我沒想其他人那麼有種能夠面對面說抱歉 這種事我真的做不來
我很能瞭解被朋友傷害的感受 都怪自己貪玩 心中大石 我看這輩子也別想拿下來了
雖然今天他很親切的跟我說再見 不過 我就是不敢直視他 不敢面對他 對不起 我真的太孬了! =(

再來就是功課了吧 我目前的功課處理狀態……簡直是零!! 因為到現在功課壓力是最多的!
我並不想這個樣子 都怪自己不爭氣 哎……突然發現我好失敗 (含淚)
不過我真的希望自己能趕得上進度 希望老天能幫我 也希望自己能幫自己 總歸一句老掉牙的話:
要即時去做 不然後悔都來不及
我會記住的!!

時常一直在提醒自己說 be mature.. 不過到頭來我發現自己是最幼稚的那個! 真的太好笑
我還是和以前一樣啊 總在原地打轉 像旋轉木馬似得
這種生活模式有點受够了 一點進度都沒有
我想改變 一定要找到自己的方法讓子真的變得不一樣!! 我一定會找到

還有啊 爲什麽有好多人一直催促我去交女朋友!? = =
的確有點不解
在這裡告訴你們原因何在!!
第一 : 不是我不要找 是根本找不到 誰會要一個娘炮啊?!?!?!
第二 : 現在我就只想搞好自己的學業 並不想談那些情情愛愛 根本就是在浪費時間
第三 : 我沒勇氣 因為自己什麽都沒有就想要去找一個人來陪伴自己 這有什麽用? 叫他跟自己   一起受苦? 或許某些人做得到 但我做不到 因為我只想要讓自己愛的人不必受苦 而不是叫她和我一起受苦 這樣真的太失敗了
第四 : 我很享受單身生活 這是重點!!! 我嚮往自由 談戀愛只會束縛自己 而不是另一個好的開始 (目前的想法 或許以後會改觀 =D)
第五 : 目前的我是等人來愛 而不是我去愛人 啊哈哈哈哈哈 這亂寫的啦 神經病!

現在人人都是帶著面具做人 我倒不例外 最會戴面具的就是我啦
我真希望面具下的我……那真正的笑容 能有那麼一次的 展現在別人面前
不過……讓我害怕的是 我怕就連面具下的我 那真正的樣子 也被時常帶著面具的面孔 給統一化了
我希望這些事情不要發生 因為這不是我想要的結局 帶著假笑面具 很辛苦
活得開心最重要 給我錢我就真的會開心啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 啊哈哈哈 XD
此時此刻 2011年7月4日 晚上10點13分 在此停筆


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